Sometimes i can be a little dramatic...

So this morning i got a call from Chase Bank offering me a position as a teller... thats right, following that super dramatic post and a day where i felt like nothing could go right God came through to show me he was still in control. I am very excited for this opportunity for a lot of reasons...

1. I am only going to be working 20 hours a week which means that i will have a lot of time for other things in life. I am looking at going back to school to get my certificate of achievement in Business Administration. I was looking on the Mesa website today and saw that i only need to take 3 more classes in order to get that because i have already taken all the other ones. That would be awesome just to have for the future and maybe while i'm taking classes i can start taking Italian like i have wanted to since i got back.

2. Chase is an awesome company with lots of different opportunities. I could move up in the branch or up to the corporate level. There is possibility that i could work for them for a long time. But right now i just need to focus on doing a good job as a teller.

3. Im excited for all the people i am going to meet and the doors that God is going to open through this new job. Never know where it could lead me.

Anyways it all goes to show that God is still in control and even when i am faithless he is faithful!

-H

Big Ol' Question Mark

So i was at work (HYP) recently and we were watching the movie "Ramona and Beezus" (which btw is a really precious movie) and this song came on while Ramona was running away from home and i totally resonated with it...which is funny because im not really the biggest fan of Taylor Swift. But all personal pregudice aside this song became the theme song for my life! Check out the link below.

Theme Song to My Life.

So all you readers get the really special opportunity to tell me what the heck to do! Thats right im letting you decide my future because i am having an exceptionally hard time deciding what the heck to do so i am giving up! ... here are the choices:

1. Administrative Assistant: which includes going to community college to get an Admin Assistant Certificate.
2. Hairstylist: which includes going to beauty school
3. Property Manager: which includes going to community college to take some classes in real estate and possibly real estate school.
4. Airline Stewardess: helps to learn another language and maybe shrink a little
5. Disaster Relief: requires moving to the east coast
6. Slash if you have any other suggestions i'm seriously open to anything and if you feel like i would be good at something that i haven't mentioned then please suggest them.

I really would like some direction. Right now i'm waking up and praying for enough faith to get me through the day, it has definitely been really rough waiting to see what is going to happen. Im going into my last week at HYP which means i will no longer have an income. Also thanksgiving is quickly approaching and i cant even think of facing my family and having to tell them over and over that i am not doing anything with my life. I know that God has something for me, but i'm feeling super lost and confused on where i'm supposed to be and where my gifts could be used most for the Lord.

HELP ME!!!!!!!!!

In the mean time i have been distracting myself with projects. I moved all my furniture around in my room and went shopping for a bunch of stuff to decorate it. I know not the best idea to go out and spend money on something that isn't necessary when you don't have any solid source of income, but i honestly needed to do something to make myself feel productive. Im also going to sand down and paint 3 pieces of furniture in my room, so that should take a lot of time, i am excited to see what the finished product will look like. Lauren and I went antique shopping on Saturday and found this awesome shop in downtown La Mesa that carries designs by this company called "Red Door Interiors". All of her stuff was sooo cute i had to practice some serious self restraint over this furniture. I also fell in love with this desk, that unfortunately was not for sale, but the owner of the store said he would call me if they got anything else like it in. I am going to have to become a frequenter at this place!

I will be sure to take some before and after pictures and when i'm done with the furniture and my room i will post them pics. Im excited to see how it turns out.